隱藏自己是件很累的事

十月了，感覺依舊差。

這年六個月的夏天斷斷續續發生了很多事，
人愛我，我愛人，人傷我，我傷人；
然後，痛苦、迷失、猶疑、堅持、放棄、決絕、後悔
到今天，孤獨和無奈。

我承認我不習慣，
但有些路總要一個人走。

其實不喜歡，但卻沒辦法地要去學懂怎樣跟自己獨處。
有時，自己把自己看得很低，
開始質疑自己一路以來所做的決定是愚蠢還是命運。
很努力試圖去說服自己會好的，
但現在心力已經很累，
開始不懂怎樣去看人，
去相信一個人。

想找個人訴苦，或隨意找個理由哭出來，
但是找誰來負累，誰可以是這一個人，
其實一個都沒有。

想找個地方好好讓情緒沈殿，
其實一個私人空間都沒有，
一間屬於自己的房間都無。

想讓自己開懷點，卻一個理由也找不到，
人前裝著無事的感覺確實很差。

已經試圖讓自己離開，
很身旁不斷有人說服自己去試，
然後又一次讓自己流白淚。

其實，
還有沒有一個人可以讓自己止住思緒，
還有沒有一個人可以明白擁抱勝千言，
還有沒有一個人可以真正明白你所想，
還有沒有一個人你可以踏實地喜歡上，
還有沒有一個人可以跟你一樣喜歡你，
還有沒有一個人可以真正觸及你的心
還有沒有？
有沒有？

我不知道怎樣活了，
不知道為甚麼人要有慾望，
卻一次又一次讓自己失望。

今天Steve Jobs走了，
另一秒一個嬰兒出生。

甚麼時候悲痛走了，
快樂會來

The vintage birthday party

11.09.2011

vintage or not

The girl with pearl necklace?

the 70's demin Cowboy?

The 70's country flower girl?

The 80's miss red lips?

The miss fusion with vintage dress and modern MBT shoes?

Mr. HanHuohuo (black version) ?

Miss nude-colored with a pair of juicy oxford?

The sexy short-haired 70's factory lady? 

Another demin boy?

The humorous school kid?

The podka-dot school girl?

The bad student with perfect-blue shirt?

The playful Oxford guy?

Or the all-black gay with a pair of leather tight trousers?

Special:

1995 's mum...

2011's me

That's why i love my mum,

and myself.

We dress vintage,

We breathe today,

and we play hard together to make our memory.

Cheers.

x

shirley

0305 to 1105 Rich Hunted Summer

It is been half year i left.

But

I am now home

and it is the point.

Now whoever try to stop me hunting for whatever reason

(freaking lame jealousy)

I will slap him.

I swear.

03. 05. 2011

Orange. Jumpsuit.
2 hot elements in this summer.
Scored.



04. 05. 2011

Hi my summer girl with the straw hat.



Why nobody thinks green should be a hot color?

and

Monki is a hit. I see.







 

06.05.2011

Hi new-to-blog,

Salmon, purple, sandy brown and white
cant be better.

and that glasses killed me.



Juicy vintage.



I never saw a male wears sleeveless long lacket well.

you are the first.



Who said fur cannot be in summer?



Demin jacket and maxi dress
Scored.

The same light yellow ring and nails color

Bonus.





 07.05.2011

Demin is the rule

with pair of flip-flops
Good enough for a night out.



10.05.2011

I said. Green is hot.

Whatever aqua-green light-green or what green.



Um...I think I should get one watch like it too.

But nobody knows it s letter "L", right?






 

11.05.2011



Nude color vintage dress
So 50s So get people obsessed!



Maxi dress does not tell lie

Cause it tells how good is your body shape.

Not bad huh?

 

Wow Matryoshka Doll
Cute.

I called her a Nude girl

Love the color tone.

 

When Khaki met shocking yellow...

 

Hey my summer boy with straw hat

 

with insane sun glasses

 

 and sexy rock back
Btw, who is gonna take off his pants?

The best demonstration of  "Demin is the rule"

The ready-to-beach girl.
Shoking color is the theme.

Additional...

Althought it was not Summer in this photo,
Still hot.

Blurred face lol
But still cannot hide the extremely gorgeous outfit.
Uniform-liked top + pokka dot bottom
= Interesting combination.

Be inspired.

Be prepared.

Get Demin, Get Nude, Get Tropical,

Get Vintage or get whatever on body

Why not get lost in Summer 2011?

Shirley

x